My regret has occurred when I was only 16 years old. I was young in high school and I feel totally tired of things I had no control. This feeling came directly from living in a family collapsing in layers, but I was very small to understand what was happening. My feelings were tightly mobilized, so I caught the things that I an act I understand, and what I understood more than anything else is swimming.
I was a competitive swimmer for almost all my childhood. I pushed my way near the top high school team, but I was afraid to be there. I will never know if I am afraid of failure, or I am afraid to be good or both. It doesn’t matter. I was not ready to upgrade my full potential, and the worst part was that I know that.
By the time you reached the third high school swimming season, I was tired. I was tired of walking in one place, but mostly, I was tired of the lack of effort I was doing in the thing I loved. I could not trust myself enough to try to be the best of myself, because there was no comfort in that. I bore a great burden because of my lack of self-value, but I will not know it in reality until later-when I can no longer do anything about it.
I spent the entire student and years of second year of high school at work tirelessly to liquidate my location in the corridor with the fastest swimmers. I had a cleaning issues. She faced shoulder problems. There were moments when I prayed quietly I was breaking my leg, so I no longer had to go to training.
But it was not swimming, practices, or even the race or other girls that were the problem. I was.
However, with most things advanced, as soon as I finally realized, it was too late.
In the middle of my novice season, I went to a high school dance with a few friends of other swimmers (who are already eager to drive the corridor) and my friend at the time. I wore a satin dress over the knee with a velvet bond and a identical coat. I have pushed the fingers of patented shoes to patented my TJ Maxx rack because I bought it in a very large size. Tonight was supposed to be perfect.
But while sneezing it takes, everything has changed.